Only I know how much I desire, not to have any desires.

And only I know the day I will not want it, I will have it. I want it so much, I
cannot 'not want' it, but I should 'not want' it to have it. Should I fake to myself
that I don't want it. The very fact that I am going to the extreme of faking it to
myself spells out my intentions, I really want it, but I cannot have it till I want
it.

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I do not want to have any desire, not even the desire to be liberated from desires.

The day I will not want to be liberated I will be.

Those who seek liberation will get it only when they will stop seeking it